A lover or friendship?

I think I love you...

but i don't know how to tell you...

i'm a little bit shy,

i'm a little bit scared,

i can't divide my feeling to you,

as a friend, a crush or a lover..

When i saw you,

it like all of the love song was playing in my head,

for me, you are my heaven in future,

every time we meet i hope you can feel the love tonight,

i want you to fly with me together.

You have a key to my heart,

you'll be my heart as a friend,

i hate that i love you.

But it's only just a dream,

a teenage dream,

my love song doesn't seem to be like a lucky song,

because a our friendship can't be over the border,

i'm a nobody to you except as a friend,

I'm just a girl that hope we will fall in love.

I know you love someone that are more perfect than me,

she is beautiful, a good person, a religious person 

& have all the criteria that you want as your lover,

a girl that you fall in love,

For you, she's the only girl in your world after your mom.

For me, better I care about our friendship compare to my feelings towards you.

Even though that you are like a dream come true for me

and i want to be with you for all of my life.

I hope you can take care of her,

although i hope that it's me you being care for,

I pray that you can get your happiness with her.

I hope i can find a suitable & a good guy,

Now, i'm trying a little not over you,

I want to start it with a whole new world,

It's alright, It's ok,

I'm back to normal.

Sorry, seems to be the hardest word,

I'm sorry if this may ruined your day,

Please don't break our friendship,

don't say I'm sorry Goodbye.

It just a one sweet day,

without you as my friend,

i feel loneliness,

I believe i can fly without you as my lover,

the greatest love of all is our friendship,

I will always love you as a friend.