my planing for the holiday.

2 more paper to go..
then i will ended my semester 3...
yeah!!
 *don't be to happy, Girl!*
my next paper International Law
=.='
when i said my Paper everyone thought that I'm a Law Student...
actually it a compulsory paper for my courses, International Affair Management.

Since the gap with this paper is 3 days i have thinking about what should i do in my holiday.


1) i want go home... ( i miss my home)
*i can spend all my time in the house. Chat with my mom, grandparent, and my brother.*
















2) going for holiday

* hope that i can spend a little holiday at an island like Pangkor Island, Penang Island or just at the beach like Port Dickson.*

3) going to KL
* i want to spend my time with all my family member and my best friends that stay there hope i can meet them. i also want survey the books at Kinokuniya, KLCC.*

4) spend my time with my fellow friends.
* many of them as SMS, PM me through Fb and Twitter and the ask me when did i started my holiday and they want to meet me. Guys, I hope that i can meet all of you.*

5)lastly, I want to have a good holiday and i want to get ready with the mental and physical to face more challenge in the next semester in my studies and my new portfolio.

my handbag?

*beg kau nie besar sangat la!*

*beq kau nie berat, siot! kau bawak batu ek?*

many ask me these ^ question..

now i will reveal what is in my bag or handbag (sometimes ^_* )

1. Baby Johnson Lotion. (small size)

* to prevent my skin from dry*

2. Johnson Compact Powder

* to maintain my skin from dry and oily.*

3. Lip Ice

*love it because it like balm to my lips and the color is according to your blood Sometimes my lip pink, purple and almost red. :) *

4. Contact Lens and its cleaning solution ( in small bottle)

* easy for me to wear it every time i need it like sport*

* i want this!*

5. My spectacles and its cover

* to prevent my spectacles from broken when i didn't wear its.*

6. Hand Sanitizes

* sometimes certain toilet didn't have tissue and you can use it in emergency situation. 

it also prevent me from bacteria ( pronounce it like the elephant in the TARZAN cartoon)

7. Pocket Tissue (dry tissue)

* to wipe all the dirt, sweat, and many more*

8. Pocket Tissue (wet tissue)

* to wipe dirt*

9. Sunglasses

* to prevent my eyes from the sun*

10. make up bag

* all my make up stuff  like mascara, eyeliner, eye shadows, blusher, foundation and many more*

11. Small umbrella

* to protect me from the hot and rain.*

 12. small mirror

* helps me to maintain my hijab*

13. coin purse

* separate the coins.*

14. my purse

* containing my money, ATM card, id card, driving licensed, calendar and many more*

15. handphone

* be with me 24/7*

16. my diary or organizer

*as a back up. need it when my hp lack of battery*

17. my Mp3 player
* listen all the song*

this is all i have in my hand bag!

53rd years. XOXO

4th January 2012...

It have being 53rd years they had married...

Their relationships had give me an example how to react,

 rethink and solving a problem in a relationships.

how they support each other,

how they react with each other,

how they knowing each other...

It had being a wonderful memory for them since its their

53rd Anniversary...

Happy 53rd Anniversary MAK & ABAH!

for him!

Akuu berdoa agar tuhan melembutkan hatinya, 

agar dia menerima aku  apa adanya.

Ya Tuhan,

aku tak sanggup,

aku tak mampu ,

untuk meneruskan hidupku tanpa dia disisi ku.

Ya Tuhan,

aku tahu aku banyak melakukan dosa padamu,

aku hanya ingat akan dikau dikala aku dalam kedukaan.

Namun,

hanya engkau yang berkuasa untuk membuka hatinya

untuk menerima cintaku.

Malam,

kau bawakan rinduku ini padanya

yang jauh dari sisi aku

agar dia tidak berasa dalam kesepian

dan temankanlah dia dengan rasa cinta ku ini

Hujan, 

kau bawa air mata ku ini,

agar ia dapat menghapus luka ku ini,

agar dia tahu bahawa aku sedang tersiksa,

tanpa rasa cinta dia di dalam hatiku.

Aku hanya mempu berserah pada takdirmu,

aku berharap agar ada cahaya di penghujungnya.

p/s: I can't sure that one fine day you will deadly in love with me

because i will redha.

redha itu ikhlas,

pasrah itu menyerah.

~mila ombak rindu~

Lirik Lagu Ombak Rindu–Hafiz/Adira

Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

2012 the end of the world?

its 2012 guys...

no more 2011...

a year had past...

leaving behind a good and bad memory...

a memory that i will remember it..

~*2012*~

i'm starting the new year with examinations..

hope i can done the examinations well...

please pray for me..

my new year wish?

i hope i can get a good result for this semester

i hope all of my family and friends have a good year..

i hope all of my enemy had a good memory with me

i hope that all the love birds with have a love song...

and mostly

I hope to have a fantastic year with all of you around me...

For those who i had hurt during the 2011, i just want to say i SORRY

for the mistake that i had done..

GOODBYE 2011!

                     HELLO 2012~